feel the love

it's february and it's the lovemonth.it all started when nadina and i met up last sunday to watch lil manhattan.then she started her story and she told me that will be the last time she'll ever mention the guy.if not,she'll treat me out for a movie.and then when i came to work the next day,i heard krishna's story.and that night when i came home,my housemate anj and i talked about her lovestory.and sometimes jaeger would surprise me with his text msgs.he'll forward her gf's msg to show me how sweet the girl is.or lawrence who keeps on asking me for a textmate, nes's u-and-me-against-the-world story & gifford denying his relationship with one of my friends.also reading through cath and her bf's friendster testimonials.april's long distance love affair.zandra's revelations.tawing's wrongsent msgs to i-suppose-his-gf.or could be jingle sharing how her dates went out well.*sigh* the world is full of love.there are different love stories to tell and you can feel that love is in the air. and for us,the wait continues yet our own love stories has not started.

i should say everything around me is falling.my friends are falling in love and my CSAT is also falling.haha...true. it's too much if i'll discuss the latter here.

love makes us quiver and it sends jitter to our spines.it makes us feel that there are thousands of butterflies in our stomach.it's a crazy feeling.it makes us smile,cry,worry,forgive,forget,pout,live,fall,rise and laugh.

"nganong ni-enter?"

it's one of the major warnings but even if we know it at the very start,we still choose to fall in love.isn't it amazing?



happy heart's day everyone!

wishful thinker-bell

it's very possible for a girl and a boy to be friends.no benefits.no strings attached.no malice.just friends. but if we talk about a boy-and-girl relationship or something to that effect,it's a completely different story.and it makes me deviate myself from that.and youl'll ask WHY.come on,who wouldn't want to fall in love?i very much welcome the idea but i can't control myself from being restless and i have a million and one questions playing on my mind whenever this topic is tackled.expect me to act this way as a first timer.it's like going to the battle unprepared.i dunno how it's like to be there.i know i can never be ready.love comes unexpectedly and it leaves even before we notice it.but the challenge is there...i would say i've lived my life independently.i don't care where i go,where i eat and what time i go home.i'm afraid that there might be a lot of restrictions and what-nots.i've lived my life for 23 years with the theme: ME,ME and ME.it's the dependency on valuing my individuality.but i know somewhere along the way, someone is meant to walk with me hand in hand .

restrictions and what-nots?if i'll continue to think this way and let myself be swallowed by all these fears then i will not learn which will let me continue hiding from my own shelter and would deprive myself from loving.(char!) how hard it is to go through life and forever be wishfully thinking about how it's like to be in love,be loved,get hurt and learn and love again.i'm taking it from here...

so now i say that 23years is long enough for me to build my walls and i know from the very start that someone is bound to break it into pieces.so,why not take the plunge? i'm not saying that i'm ready because it already got me off-guarded.

so there,i rest my case in God's hands.

ÜÜÜ

if only

if only fairy godmothers exist, i would wave my wand and grant someone else's wish.*sigh*

underworld:evolution

blogger is back

nothing much to do here in the office.not queueing with an interval of 20minutes,everyone's busy surfing the net and checking mails,i'm done checking mails,figuring out how to access yahoomail,shutterfly,photobucket,editing pictures,pouring out my creative juices on the online artpad and now i'm happy because blogger is back.woohoo!!!i know it's temporary but at least it's available today.

PS unwrapped

peoplesupport company christmas party

asia town IT park open field

december 17, 2005

the stage

the party girls

order of the phoenix team

with my batchmate enna

with sup chai and sup jan ranny;

with krish,db,nad and sup gnet

the dancefloor

look what i've got?i won an egc at the party.i'm still waiting for it to be activated.

it's the same shirt

i bought the shirt as my gift to lance.since i wasn't sure if it would fit him,what i did was i tried it out at the fitting room of spin in ayala.it looked good on me and i fell in love with the shirt.

christmas in talisayan

christmas was a whole lot of fun!here are the pics.

i'm back

i just came back from a 10-day vacation.i left on the 23rd of dec and arrived here tuesday, the 3rd of january...it was a long vacation.too long that when i got back to work,i was late for 5minutes.i arrived 30minutes prior to 9am and when it was time to log-in at 8:59am,i forgot my phone log-in.i couldn't figure out the exact combination and i've been trying out other numbers but i failed.so,i rushed to my locker and searched for my old files.good thing i had it written on my notepad.i'm back to reality where i need to work my ass off in order to survive.i still wanna bury myself in bed and rest.my vacation was great.i didn't have to wake up early and go to work.i got to eat real food slash lutong bahay. it was a break from eating noodles,barbecue and canned goods.true.i didnt have to go outside the house and buy food.it felt good upon waking up in the morning and you smell that someone's cooking in the kitchen.it was even better to just sit on the table and eat without having to think what to eat.it was great waking up in the morning and seeing lance beside me.i didn't have to put on my bra or comb my hair just to buy shampoo in the nearby store. i didn't have to experience traffic in order to go somewhere.everything is just a walk away but i had fun riding the sikad and just going around the place with lance.i had full control of the remote control and had the freedom to watch tv.i've been telling my sister that all commercials are new and she was like "what?".hehe...i sooo love watching the commercials (which i hated before because it's too long) and i got hooked watching "only you".hehe... it's like everything is new and i found out that a lot has been happening outside the workplace.i missed the neighborhood.it was nice seeing my friends in high school,catching up and partying with them 'til the wee hours of the morning.and most of all,i feel like i'm the greatest cheeseball on earth because someone i didn't expect texted me that he likes me.he was the farthest person in my mind that i could think of to actually like me.i look up to him as a good guy and i'm a bit of devil-ish.hehe...*sigh* the kilig would always be there but we are miles away.the door is always open but i will not be always at the doorway waiting for him to come.so,there...it was like i just woke up from a dream.as of now,im back taking calls,headsets on and waiting for the next call.

this blog will remain inactive

blogger is on leave...

merry christmas and a happy new year!

changes in 5 years

You'll see how much i've changed over 5 years.

5 years ago...
How old were you?18
Where were you? CAGAYAN DE ORO DURING WEEKDAYS AND ON WEEKENDS,IN TALISAYAN.
What grade were you in? A SOPHOMORE IN COLLEGE
Where did you go to school?~ ATENEO DE CAGAYAN
Where did you live? HOME SWEET HOME IN TALISAYAN AND MY COUSIN'S HOUSE IN CAGAYAN
Where did you hang out 5 years ago? I JUST GO TO WATCH MOVIES
How was your hair style? SHORT HAIR
Did you wear braces? NO...
Did you wear glasses? NEVER
Who were your friends? MY HIGHSCHOOL FRIENDS AND SHYSHY
Who was your girlfriend/boyfriend? NONE
Who was your celebrity crush? RYAN PHILLIPPE,BRAD PITT,MARCO LOBREGAT,AGA,ETC...
Who was your regular-person crush? LESTER.(I even swapped my sched to be in one of his classes.haha...)DANREB.(mycrush since high school) ACE.
How many piercings did you have? only 1.my grandma pierced my ears years ago but i got tired wearing the earrings so i lost the other one.
How many tattoos did you have? ZERO
What was your biggest fear? GHOST...MATH(hehe)
Had you smoked a cigarette yet? YUP.I DON'T SMOKE BUT I TRIED IT.
Had you gotten drunk or high yet? NEVER.WELL,I'M A NATURAL HIGH IF I GET KILIG OR IF I'M EXCITED.
Which of your pets were still alive? NONE.

Now see the results below, to see how much things have changed since then.

Present Day...
How old are you? 23
Where were you? CEBU
What grade are you in? I'M A POST-GRAD STUDENT WORKING AT PEOPLESUPPORT CEBU.
What school do you attend? FULL-TIME WORKING GIRL
Where do you live? WE RENTED AN APARTMENT IN LABANGON
Where do you hang out now? WHEREVER MY FEET LEADS ME.
How is your hair style now? LONG HAIR
Do you wear braces? NO
Do you wear glasses? NO
Who is your best friend/s? HS FRIENDS,OFFICEMATES AND OLD FRIENDS
Who is your girlfriend/boyfriend? I'M SAD.(SINGLE,AVAILABLE AND hopefully DESIRABLE...hehe)
Who is your celebrity crush? STILL BRAD PITT,ORLANDO BLOOM,STILL MARCO LOBREGAT(he's been my crush since time immemorial...hehe),AGA,OWEN WILSON,ETC...
Who is your regular-person crush? mr urban hunk RJ.MARK.DANREB(haven't gotten over him)...HAHA...sigh... COLLIN.(catch me i'm collin..hehe..)
How many piercings do you have? TWO.I FINALLY GOT THE OTHER ONE LAST 2003
How many tattoos do you have? STILL NONE.
What is your biggest fear? GHOST...GROWING OLD ALONE...
Have you smoked a cigarette yet? YUP.I DON'T SMOKE BUT I'VE TRIED IT.
Have you gotten drunk or high yet? NEVER.WELL,I'M A NATURAL HIGH IF I GET KILIG OR IF I'M EXCITED.
Which of your pets are still alive? NONE

all my bags are packed,i'm ready to go

i'm ready to go home and i have my bags under my station.the guards on duty were shocked because i was toying around my bags.right after shift,i'm off to pier4 because my trip departs at 845pm.i slept around 1am this morning because i was busy packing up my things.i arrived at 1010pm last night and i panicked because i haven't planned what to bring and i started from scratch.i only had 4hours of sleep because i woke up at 4am and went back to sleep at 6am.i didn't have a bad dream but it felt weird.it felt like there are thousands of butterflies in my stomach.i could even feel my blood rushing through my veins and arteries.the last time i felt this way was last saturday just before our party started.i was telling debbie that it felt weird.and only to find out i won a P500gc.hehe.so,does this mean i'm gonna win the lotto this time?haha...or it could be that i'm so excited to go home.well,i'll just wait for the day to end.as of now,i'm just enjoying my last day of work for the year 2005.
happy holidays everyone...

one week more to go...

and it's christmas...i'm excited to go home but i'm not ready to go home yet.my xmas list is halfdone.i had a hard time looking for presents for my manito and for my godchildren.i've searched the tiangge,the malls and bazaars.instead of buying gifts for someone,i ended up buying something for myself.aarghh...i bought two cute kamiseta tops and a pink cardigan at the PS bazaar,the cute trinkets,the pearl chain necklace, and a blouse.i also went to mepz trade fair but i didn't like it and ended up empty-handed.it was just like going to the usual market place and the quality sucks.the only thing i loved there is the imported cap.for the second time around my manito is 'tie ning.i really had a hard time thinking what to give her.thank God i went out with her yesterday and she wanted to buy the 365days with the Lord journal(?m not sure what it's called) but she decided to just buy it in manila after xmas.well,i'll just buy it for her.my only concern now is the gifts for my godchildren.the fairy godmother is so busy.how i wish i coud just wave my wand and then voila!but i can't do that.well,i hope everything will end up well.i'm just too excited to go home.

i can hear the bells ringing

i just got an email from forcedesk that my leave was approved from the 26th of december to the 30th.woohoo!having my leave approved is something to be happy about.really!!!if you just know how hard it is to get an approval for our leaves...(di bah cath and nad?) i'm sooo excited to go home.everyone's going home.i envy my aunt,my cousins,my sister,lance and my bro because they are all going home ahead of me.my sis and lance arrived yesterday,my aunt is leaving today and my bro is leaving on the 20th,my cousins will be there on the 20th, 'tie lang and her fiance is also there and lance's bday celebration is on the 22nd. (ulahi nko sa chika ani.hehe...)but it's ok as long as i could spend xmas at home.

the prince and me

long time ago in the year 1998, the king died.everyone in the palace was saddened with what happened.it was a great loss for everyone not just for the royal family but also for the commoners.the queen,the princes and the princesses have to go through a lot of adjustments since the king died.but the simene dynasty didn't end there.the eldest son left the palace to follow his dream,then followed by the second child.the other children were still in school that time.the royal family has to bear the pain but life has to go on.when you lose someone,someone is destined to come along.and then five years after the death of the king,the royal family welcomed another addition to the family.on december 11,2002, princess jane gave birth to a healthy baby boy and he was named lance vincent rafael.prince lance gave color to the palace and it brought happiness to everyone in the palace.the birth of the prince brought life to everyone.the prince visits the palace every year and the princess throws a party for him.he has been the envy of the other princes in the neighboring palace.today,the prince turned three years old.

happy birthday lance!

i'm painting a happy face

"wake up the day is dawning and i don't feel like yawning

it's a brand new day, a brand new day

wake up the world is shining and i don't feel like whining

it's a brand new world, a brand new world

let my hair down

get my feet back on the ground

life is beautiful oh so wonderfuland

full of the good things that can satisfy such a natural high

just like the sun and the sea and the sky

i wanna run, wanna swim, wanna fly

i feel so natural"

i'm happy.it's true that happiness comes from within.it doesn't have to depend on other people.it feels good to find inner peace and it's very enlightening.i think the christmas spirit is within me.i told krishna(an officemate) that it's too tiring to feel bad.i don't wanna feel bitter towards someone.as human as we are,we make mistakes and learn from them.it's a matter of accepting and understanding the individual differences.i am me and you are you.how good it could be to see someone smile and laugh.

just like heaven

the world is so complicated.so,i treated myself yesterday and watched the movie alone to keep me sane.(uli man gud ka cath,la ko uban.hehe.)it's a chick flick and definitely a feel-good movie. Mark Ruffalo and Reese Witherspoon are both excellent.i love them.the chemistry was great.i really had a good laugh because it was a heartwarming movie.