Way Back Into Love

i was watching this alone and i love it.it could have been a lot better had i watched it with rej.it's a nice movie for a date.it's just light and funny.the song "way back into love" keeps on playing and playing on my mind.LSS.*kilig*kilig*i can't help but hum,hum and then sing.i've been singing it before i went to sleep and right after i woke up.if u haven't seen the movie,i guess u won't be that kilig like me.

here's the lyrics:

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past,

I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh ohI've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking fro someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And I you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

...

"when i was a child i loved soaring the air on a swing & believing i could touch the sky. i haven't forgotten the thrill of those moments.& i experience anew the same kind of wonder & excitement everytime you hold my hand."

--kelly hake

i got this last love day

*happy*happier*happiest*
thank you honey!thanx for the effort.i really didn't expect it.

i was super surprised. i sooo love it.

make love.not war.

tomorrow is valentine's day and it's my first vday with a bf but since bf is not here then it's just another ordinary day for me.no fancy dinner date.uhm...if ul consider "chat" as a form of date then maybe i have one.hehe...vday has always been spent having dinner with my friends and that will continue this year.for me,vday is everyday for someone who is inlove.love can't be summarized in just one day.i guess it's the businessmen who makes it overrated.hello to overbooked hotels,price of the flowers will be doubled,traffic and full restos.omg!me and my friends haven't made reservations yet.this is more than just a kickback!

i hate to think what to wear tomorrow because people will give meaning to the color of your shirt.

green: single

yellow: maybe.maybe not.

blue: searching

red: i'm taken

it's red for me because i'm taken but i just hate to wear red on vday.baduuuuy!

whatever.

happy valentine's day!

spread love.

message deleted

someone SMSed me:

"to tell u honestly,u luk uglier..hey,i'm teling d truth.dnt be mad at me.u luk prety b4"

i smell bitterness.i'm not mad just because of what he texted.i don't believe him.i only believe the people who i love.he's the same person who texted me the night before his wedding that he's getting married.the same person who told me that i should get a bf because i was stone-hearted.the same person who told me he'll quit in the seminary just for me,the same person who texts me once in a while and reminds me that he's already married.i'd like to assume he still wishes i'm his wife now.so pathetic.

i only have this to say:

"move on.i'm very happy with my life.you were never a part of my happiness."

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happy birthday blog!!!

i created an acct on blogger in november '04 so that i could leave comments on my friend's blogs and to bloghop or blogleap.in feb '05,i started to post something and that was two years ago.funny how time flies so fast.for two years in blog-o-sphere,i can't count how many blogs i visited. i have my own list of blogs i visit everyday and it never fails to amaze me because i feel like i've known that person so much even if i haven't met them yet.u get to follow what is happening with their lives everyday.i'm happy that blogville allows me to take a peek of their lives.

cheers to more years in blogville!!!

tag-sinkwenta ta

*bisaya espesyal

nakapiso ko karong adlawa ug kagahapon.talagsa ra gani ko maglabag sa batas,award na dayon uy.kagahapon nakapiso ko kay nagtransfer kuno ko ug tawag sa lain numero.tinuod nga gitransfer nako ang call pero dili kay para makaiwas sa tawag kun dili guba akong tool.guilty ko nga nagtransfer ko ug call pero wala ko nakonsensya.ang sunod nga award kaganina kay na-overbreak ko for ONE minute for 3consecutive days.hmmm...how about kanang uban nga super overbreak?wonder lang ko.timing lang gyud siguro kay ngano kanang uban diha todo-call out bisan walay gitawagan para lang di mu-take ug call,transfer2 ug call bisan dili dapat itransfer,ug grabe pud makabreak bisan overbreak na.ambot lang gayud.timing ayo kay gikapoy nako.gahapon pa gani mi naghisgot ni gem about ps plans.aguy na...enough,enough,enough!!!

haaay...basta,i am Php 2.00 richer.naa nasad ba kaha ko award ani ugma?

first post for 2007

the sun was shining brightly and was smiling at me this morning,enough to brighten my gloomy day.and then one of our neighbors greeted me with "tumaba ka"! haay!!!i know,i know,i know.i never complained that i was thin because i didn't look like those kids in somalia.yeah,i admit i gained weight now from 81pounds to 100pounds.owh,how's that?my old jeans are too small for me or i'm too big for my  old jeans.hehe...my friends/relatives said that i look better now that i gained weight but they told me to get rid of the baby fats.yes,all.i will get rid of that especially for that boracay trip.i didn't drink coke this week and i'm down to 3 meals a day(with/without rice) and no extra rice and will soon start the sit-ups thingie.enough of this.

 

i haven't posted here in a while and i miss it.i don't know but i can't find the urge to write.i have a lot of drafts in my acct.i'm just so lazy to post them  because of the internet problem and it's hard to upload pictures too.i just don't know why i suddenly have access to wi-fi at home.thanx neighbor.hehe...

 

it's my lastday for the week and will have my restday tomorrow and sunday.thank God!!!i don't have to wake up early to avoid the traffic and rerouting because of the ASEAN summit.i'm in metropolitan cebu and i don't know what is going on with the summit.will catch the update on tv

tonight.

 

***will post pix soon

2006 survey

i know this survey is too late but i just wanna post it.

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
uhm...wore a two-piece which shocked people.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Nope.u-huh!!!lose weight and save.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
tintin.we're not close but she's the mother of my niece.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
nope.

5. What countries did you visit?
none this year.

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
self discipline

7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
july 2006.reggie was here.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
having a bf

9. What was your biggest failure?
no savings.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
yeah.that freakin viral infection thingie.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
my new jeans because my old jeans doesn't fit me anymore.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
mine and reggie

13. Whose behaviour appalled you ?
the loser AMAVILLA DANGCULOS

14. Where did most of your money go?
boat tickets,load and food

15.What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my relationship with reggie,laptop and christmas 2006

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
beautiful soul

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder? happier (definitely!)
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter. everyone can attest to this.
iii. richer or poorer? richer, i think! hehe!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
spent more time with reggie when he was here.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
worked when reggie was here

20. How did u welcome the NEw YEar?
i was at home in talisayan with my family,tie ning and tie lang.

22. Did you fall in love in 2006?
it's a big YES!(unexpectedly)

23. How many one-night stands?
none.

24. What was your favourite TV program?
i am deprived from watching TV.hehe...uhm...i seldom watch it due to my sched.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
it's not really hate but i just don't like her.

26. What was the best book you read?
paulo coelho books

27. Who did you miss?
bf.family and lance.friends.

28. What did you want and get?
a bf.laptop.my approved leave for xmas.

29. What did you want and not get?
sony ericsson k800i

30. Favorite film of this year?
click

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i went home to talisayan and had dinner with my family.nothing spectacular happened.no fireworks.i was 24.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
more leave allocations

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
skinny jeans,peep-toe,aviator shades and bangs.

34. What kept you sane?
movies.skype.chocolate.text.email.pictures.slippers.shades.superferry ticket.beach.white sand.fast internet connection.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
a lot.

36. WHo is your real-person crush?
reginald go.my crush since high school.hahaha..(pangka!)way magpalag!

37. What political issue stirred you the most?
asean summit because of the super traffic and rerouting.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
my beyshiees...

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006.
1. think 10times before u react
2. love is not all about feelings(i knew this even before pa but it has been proven in 2006)
3. patience.everything falls into the right places when u wait.

simbang gabi is here

simbang gabi has just started and i missed how it's like waking up around 3am and preparing for the dawn mass.this is my second year of missing simbang gabi because it's freaky going out early in the morning in a foreign place.i used to attend simbang gabi before i moved here in cebu and i've always completed the nine days.i've always been excited about simbang because i get to wear my cute hoodies(hehe),christmas mornings are different and most of all i love it when i get to complete the nine days because i can make a wish.i'm hoping i'd get to complete 9mornings next year.


approved

i'm very,very,very happy because i could go home and spend christmas at home.even before my leave was approved,i already bought tickets just to make sure.my leave has been approved and i'll be home from 21dec to 31dec.i'm just waiting for my leave on 2jan-6jan to be approved so that i could stay there longer.

wooohoo!!!merry christmas everyone!!!

panic mode

it's 16days before christmas and i still have a lot of things to do before i go home.i haven't bought gifts yet.i haven't sent out my christmas cards yet.i haven't decided what to wear to our xmas party yet.i still have to buy my oneway tkt even if my leave has not been approved yet.i'm really bussssy this past few days.

a dream is a wish ur heart makes

time flies really fast.a year ago,i was just one of the random kids hopefully waiting for my prince to come and sweep me off my feet.for every fallen eyelash,for every sneeze,for every candle that is lit,for every new church i've been to,for every new bridge i've crossed, everytime i've said the exact words at the same time someone says it,even with the solitaire game(hahaha), and everytime i blow the candle on my cake,i always include my future partner in my wishes.it happens when ur single and a hopeless romantic(hehe).u would be clouded with so many thoughts whether who that person is.it makes u wonder in so many ways whether u've met him already,a neighbor,a friend,an acquiantance,a college friend,a  chatmate or textmate,a childhood sweetheart,someone u haven't met yet,ur brother's friend/classmate,the son of your parent's friends,ur relative's officemates, someone from the other side of the world,a friend of a friend,the person u sit next to in the bus/boat etc...in my case,i really didn't think i'd end up with reggie until the day i dreamt of him.i dreamt that they went back here and found out that he likes me.that's it.that remained a dream to me and has to be proven because there was no basis for it.but i didn't really put too much effort when it crossed my mind.i don't wanna entertain the thought because i believed i was never his type.voila!!!love really finds its way.it's no longer a dream because i'm living with it.they said a dream is a wish ur heart makes.ahem...ahem...ahem...how come?when i really never thought he'd like me.or maybe i was just in denial that i silently admired him from afar.haha...ahem....well,oh,well...i have him now and that's all that matters.

yey!!!

i'm going home tonight.*excited* too bad there's no internet connection there.i still don't know when i'm coming back because my leave on 4nov is still pending.whatever!i'll just buy ticket for 3nov to avoid the rush.all my bags are packed,i'm ready to go.i only have 4hours left at work.woohoo!!!

i am sad

because of this:

 

Reese Witherspoon & Ryan Phillippe Split

i love them both.i sounded sooo affected when i told my friends about it.hehe.*sigh*sigh*sigh*

uuuy...interesting.

la lang...i just find it interesting that there are people from other places who checks my blog.hmmm.....

moving up

first it was mommy joyce then came daddy henry as trainers then robert followed as a sup,dax as a CSA,pete as a sup,anna as a sup,gemini as a team manager,bless as a sup,michelle as FD and now nadina as a sup...hmmmm....more and more people are moving up.the next thing i'll know,my whole team will be promoted.gosh!i came to think that i have two choices now,to move up or to resign(which i'm thinking of doing). and if i'll stay,i'll move to a diff department..haaay...it's just too early to tell.i'd better not spill the beans.

kapoy pa work

it was my first day of work from a 10-day break.it was supposed to be a 4-day leave only but i got sick.right after my short vaycay,i had fever the next day.on the third day,it felt like my bones are too brittle to move and it felt like my body is about to break and then coldness wrapped my tiny body.i was chilling that night right after i dropped off aden at the port.so i decided to see the doc the next day with the nonstop prodding of my bf that i should go and see the doctor.whew!!!i was still groggy in the morning so i slept and woke up around 5pm.i was about to get up and prepare to go the hospital when i saw my sis's status on YM as online.i called her on YM because i hated to chat that time,my fingers were freaking lazy to touch the keyboard.i went to chonghua hospital alone and off to the ER.i had my own lil bed then was told to lie down for the check-up.they started to ask me if i smoke or drink or if i'm expecting.hahaha...i admit i gained a lil weight from 37.5kls to 41.5kls but i'm not freaking pregnant.that would be another case of immaculate conception slash the second coming of Christ but i don't think i'd be chosen to be the mother.hahaha...back to where i left off...so there,it was not easy because i need to move around the building to pay the bill and go to the lab.even if i felt too frail to do those things and would prefer to just stay in the ER,i had to because i went there alone.i didn't have someone with me.i thought it would just be a lil check-up but the doctor required CBC and urinalysis.hmmm....

i waited for the result for 2hours and since there's no network connection inside the ER,i decided to go out to text people.laagan gayud bisan nasakit.i had wished i had my cam with me so i could still take pix.hehe...while waiting at the lobby,my friend krishna came then tie ning and sister bing were also there.(thank you,thank you for being there!!!)thank God everything went well.the doctor said it's an upper respiratory tract infection slash viral infection.kung sa binisaya pa,ubo-sipon-hilanat.so,there i had fever for 7days and needed to stay home and rest.thank God for the internet connection because it saved me from boredom.

a short vacay

guess asa mi niadto..

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tantananan......

it was perfect!it was indeed an alegre experience.we enjoyed our stay at alegre beach resort in sogod,northern part of cebu.it's a two-hour travel from the city.i'll let the pictures do the talking.(click on the image for a larger view)

take a look:

our room:


the welcome drinks:


the twin slippers:


the sunset cruise:


yum..yum...


view from our room:



etcetera:

might and maybe

the thought of resigning has been playing on my mind.the thought surprised me.it just crossed my mind and might welcome the idea..in january maybe.(ooops....before u ask me that,i would say i'm not going anywhere). mom also texted me to quit and find another job because she saw the tv patrol feature about call centers. i've been in this industry for almost two years now.that's overstaying because the normal lenght of stay in a call center is 6months.i guess it's time to move on.i need a break.hmmm... maybe the four day break will give me time to think things over and reevaluate myself.i know there are still areas i need to improve on.

 

have a happy weekend everyone!!!

they said i gained weight

Hmmmp…