(6may06)
one:
silence has its own way of saying goodbye...
*sigh*
i knew it from the start that it's not permanent and all things must come to an end but i didnt expect that it would end up too soon. we were two different strangers brought into this world and luckily our paths met once in our lives.i enjoyed every lil thing we do.the conversations,the food,the text msgs,the jokes,the movies and the ride home.weird as it may sound but right after everytime we meet,i always tell myself "that will be our last meeting".i don't know why.my friend said i'm crazy for saying that but i can't control myself.it's like there's a certain force pushing me to say that.but it was weirder the last time we met.i didn't tell myself that it will be the last.i was hoping we could meet up again even if i know there was something-i-dunno-what-it-is on our way home.it was the worst conversation we had.it's not that we argued but i felt like we just talked for the sake of being on the same roof and for the sake of saying something rather than be silent. but even if we talked it's as if silence took over.it's as if the spaces in between us is whispering that it's our last time to be together.the last time for us to breath the same air and the last time for us to hear each other's voices.the awkwardness i felt that time was the same feeling i had when we first met.it's kinda weird but the next thing i know i just woke up one day and realized that i never had him in my life.all of these will always remain in my memory and i know i can always count on the friendship.so,i guess it's goodbye.
two:
two of my very good friends here in the office recently resigned.i know they have valid reasons on why they resigned but i also have a valid reason to miss them...
cath: i missed the "binundaka sa mouse during GY, the way u say "i'm sorry,the movies, and a lot more...but i didn't miss the controversial issue.hehe...honestly,i really didn't tell anyone about what we talked in the pantry.judas will pay cath.haha..see you in cdo...
tzietz: mingaw na ang floor kay wa nay sabaan...haha...hope we could visit davao sooon...
tzietel,gnet,cath,moi and tina
three:my friend duff is also leaving for australia. it was great meeting you.i wish you could visit the philippines again.
bon voyage duff!
four:
i also found out that one of my ex-suitors is in town and is getting married.we are not on speaking terms but i would like to assume that we are still friends. i'm not bitter-bitteran.i wish him all the best.
five:
there was this guy who courted me in january.yeah,he was the same guy i mentioned on my previous post. and then by mid-february,i dunno what happened to him. he suddenly disappeared which made me think if he was indeed serious or whatever.he would seldom send forwarded msgs and not the how-r-u kind of msgs.i then concluded that he got tired of courting me given the fact that we are miles away...he should have told me and not letting me wonder what happened or how everything ended.haay...well, to make this story short,i recently found out that he has a girlfriend now and i only have this to say: "doncha wish your girlfriend was hot like me"...hehe...
and lastly:
i'm leaving tonight.i'm going home.
