i am upset

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i hate it.i respect other people's space and i hope other people would respect mine,too.i don't like it when someone would step on my own circle.there's always a deadend.people must know how to draw a line between pure fun and putting other people on shame.i'm good when you're good and i'm worst when you're bad.let's take it from there.i don't care what you do with your life.all i know is that i care about mine.hope you'll get to read this.you know who you are and you know what you did yesterday.

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our IT department in the office blocked blogger.how sad...it's our life in the office.

i'm planning to transfer to xanga but i love blogger more.well...if there's a will to blog,there's always a way.

what your birthmonth means?

month of MAY

1. Stubborn and hard-hearted
-slight;hardheaded i believe but my heart bleeds.
2. Strong-willed and highly motivated
3. Sharp thoughts
-kinda...
4. Easily angered
-it depends, i weigh things and i've matured.
5. Attracts others and loves attention
-as much as possible i want to be unnoticed but we're simply noticeable(hahaha...)
6. Deep feelings
-so true
7. Beautiful physically and mentally
-no comment...what do u think?
8. Firm standpoint
-this job teaches me to be firm.
9. Easily influenced
-nope,i don't think so.i influence them.
10. Needs no motivation
-i believe so.
11. Easily consoled
-right.i don't need anyone to tell me it's ok because i know if it is or if it's not .
12. Systematic (left brain)
-i always wanted to be prepared but i welcome mistakes.
13. Loves to dream
-i'm a dreamer.
14. Strong clairvoyance
-i trust my instinct and it never failed me.
15. Understanding
-i ponder and weigh things and then i take it from there.
16. Sickness usually in the ear and neck
-it's very me.
17. Good imagination
-hehe..
18. Good debating skills
-uhmm...
19. Good physical
-what?
20. Weak breathing
-haven't figured-out
21. Loves literature and the arts
- very true...i know how to appreciate literature and art.
-from movies,paintings,crafts, greek gods and goddesses, etcetera etcetera.
22. Loves travelling
-how i wish i could travel around the world and see the most beautiful places.
23. Dislike being at home
-i'm a homebody but can be restless at times.
24. Restless
-sometimes
25. Hardworking
-yes, i am.
26. High spirited
-it's true if i find something which excites me or if i like something.
27. Spendthrift
-question mark
-i don't know what to say.

mr. and mrs. smith rocks

this movie rocks and the cast is simply amazing.i loved it.it was cute and funny.mrs. smith is so hot,so sexy and sooo pretty(don't worry...i'm straight..okay?i just wanna look like her..hahaha..)and mr.smith is sooo gorgeous.he can mess up his hair and dress up in rags but still look oh soo hot.perfect combination.

team outing

*kartzone,mabolo
*bowlingplex,country mall
*meeting place: peoplesupport (phils.)
bay 2,asia town IT park
lahug,cebu city
*may 5, 2005...sunday

the meeting place



peoplesupport.com



taken outside the office with the peoplesupport van (5june2005)



obvious bah?
wa pa nay tulog...
excited lang kaayo mag go-karting.


dugaya ni manong guard makashot oi... nihupas na amo smile..



the kartzone


the track



go-kart


team jeaniuses



getting ready


the competitors after the game




can't get enough of the whole go-karting experience


Gaisano Bowlingplex





etel vs. sykes vs. peoplesupport


that's me trying hard


pool over


billiards babes


camwhoring after the game


dinner at tongs

team eating



have u seen "the ring"?look at me,my face was distorted.does that mean something?m just a lil paranoid.

i found my new love

the whole karting experience was super fun.i was so nervous when we arrived at the kartzone.my super imaginative mind is thinking negatively.i first thought of broken bones,bruises and even a scarred face.i thought i would bump into those piled tires or i might lose control. i was over reacting and i was totally wrong.it's not that hard.it's simple to operate but due to my small and thin frame,i had a hard time reaching for the brake and stepping on the accelerator pedal.but it went out so well.i felt free having to control the speed and the steering wheel.it was a blast.it releases tension.i found out that i'm a frustrated driver.i can be branded as "kaskasera" when given the chance to drive my own car.my legs and arms still hurts but this won't stop me from doing it again.i had a great time.

wake me up

down...down...down...and there it goes....
the boat is sinking.
someone has to wake up...
i'm falling deeper into this dream.