my heart screams "help!"

it's a long story to start with but i'm nervous more than excited.tomorrow is the big day.i'm going to pick up an old friend at the pier.i haven't seen him in 6 years.i dunno what to do,what to say and how  to react.he's here just to visit me and he's also going home with me tomorrow night.you may think it's a lil weird because he arrives here sunday morning and he leaves sunday night which gives him less than 24hours to stay here.he purposely did that.he just wanted to see me.but i'm really very nervous.how i wish i could move it to a different day but this is it.every minute brings me closer to him.help!

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back pain,headache,dysmenorrhea... i'm really not feeling ok lately.i dunno.maybe i just chose not to be ok.i'm not even excited about going home.it's like wala lang.i'm on leave from 9july-18july.it's a long vacation.i used to be sooo ready whenever i plan to go home.there goes the day1 to day10 list,counting the remaining nights,and planning my itinerary.but this is so much different.i dunno why.there are days when i just wanted to cry for no reasons at all and then emptiness would fill in.am i watching too much movies that i sometimes get carried away?hahay...i only have two working days left and i'll be leaving on sunday.

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i've been to cebudoc earlier and had my check-up.the area below my underarm(just above my waistline) is acting crazy.it hurts like hell.and as paranoid as i am, i have a lot of weird thoughts.it came to a point when i've thought of dying thinking the pain would lead into something serious.i realized i'm not ready to die yet.i just don't wanna die early.i don't think i've done enough good deeds.hehe...thank God the doctor said there's nothing to worry about and it's just muscle pain.the med?watch superman.i'm just kidding.

im in love with...

superman.i love the movie.it's cool.christopher reeves is christopher reeves and i love him too but having brandon routh as the new man of steel is a different story.he is hawt.i almost fell off my seat the moment Clark turned into Superman.let's just say i'm lois and my clark remains to be nothin but a dream.hehe... u should watch it.kevin spacey rocked as lex luthor.but guess what?who would freakin' cry over that movie?i just did.damn it...i cried for reasons i don't know.

the world needs a superman.

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i know when i don't feel good because i crave for food.it's something that would make me feel good.maybe i'm just not ok.i dunno why it's happening to me.it's weird.

all about me

1. Sent you a text message:
-- my HS classmate gaylord
2. Saw you cry:
-- i can't remember
3. Went to the movies with you?
-- a friend
4. You went to the mall with?
-- nesly
5. You went to dinner with?
-- officemates
7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it?
-- RG
8. Broke your heart?
-- uhm...
9. Made you laugh?
-- my team mate barry
10.Talked on the phone?
-- paul gibbons

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
-- none of the above
2. Be serious or be funny?
-- both

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
-- not milk please.coke nalang..
4. Die in a fire or drown?
--none of the above
5. Spend time with your parents or worst
enemies?
--parents

D O Y O U P R E F E R. .
1. Gray or black?

-- black
2. Color or Black and white photos?
-- B/W
3. Lust or love?
-- Looove actually
4. Sunrise or sunset?
-- sunset
5. M&Ms or Skittles?
-- M&Ms
6.Staying up late or waking up early?
--staying up

A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y !!
1.Do you like anyone?
-- yezzz...
2. Do they know it?
-- no

D O Y O U P R E F E R. .
1. Sun or moon?
-- moon

2. Winter or Fall?
-- fall
3. Left or right?
-- right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best
friends?
--two best friends
5. Sunny or rainy?
-- sunny
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
-- chocolate ice cream

A B O U T Y O U
1. What time is it?
-- 424pm
2. Name?
-- tiffany may
3. Nickname(s):
-- nikki
4. What is your birth date?
-- may 2,1982
5. What do you want? coke or pepsi?

-- coke
6. Where do you want to live?
-- philippines
7. How many kids do you want?
-- 4 or 5
8. You want to get married?
-- yup.i don't wanna grow old alone.

U N I Q U E !

1. Can you roll your tongue?
--yup
2 . Can you raise one eyebrow?
-- yup
3. Can you cross your eyes?
-- yup

R A N D O M
1. Which shoe goes on first?
-- right
2. Ever thrown one at someone?
-- nope

OTHER
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti?
-- yes
2.Have you ever eaten spam?
-- yes
3. Favourite ice cream:
-- ube/rocky road
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your
cabinet?
-- none.


I N T H E L A S T M O N T H , HA V E Y O U ?
1. had a b/f or g/f
-- nope

2. Bought something:
-- toiletries..does that count?
3. Sang:
-- never mind
4. Been kissed:
-- nope
5. Been hugged:
--yup
6. Felt stupid:
--yes
7. Missed someone:
--yes
8. Danced crazy:
-- nuh...

9. Gotten your hair cut:
-- i'm planning to next week.

10. Cried:
-- yeah...damn movie.