magic three

1. i should never beg for love.
2. i should never seek for attention.
3. i should never force myself to fit in when i can simply stand out.

news

the bad thing about a big news is everyone knows about it and it sucks if it will not be materialized.that's why i wanted to be discrete for something i consider important and special. everything in this world is temporary.nothing is guaranteed.

i have to beg if i need to

Lord,please heal my heart... it's bleeding.please put it back together.

facebook is overrated and so is twitter so here i am wasting time here which was my very first blog.

b*itch month

april was my b*tch month.i hated it.i was betrayed and my trust was put to the test.i really thought april was one of the best months but it was my waterloo.i've been so down lately and i need to feel well sooner.everything just went by slowly and i felt like im this tiny branch swinging to whichever side the wind blows.i felt horrible.devastated.everyone thought i'm happy but i'm broken into pieces.it has affected my job and my reaction to certain life-challenging events has turned blaaaah.ok,i get it.i've gone with the flow but it doesn't sound right.they said "only dead fishes go with the flow".i really hope and pray that this month would be a-MAY-zing.