3 things today

• wake up early
• don't ask questions
• forget about what happened last march and never talk about it.

Justathought

We grew up listening to disney stories which made us believe in happy ending and one true love.sometimes I wish i live in their era with one evil bitch stepmother because in our world, there are more evil characters. witches are easier to deal with than bitches.

magic three

1. i should never beg for love.
2. i should never seek for attention.
3. i should never force myself to fit in when i can simply stand out.

news

the bad thing about a big news is everyone knows about it and it sucks if it will not be materialized.that's why i wanted to be discrete for something i consider important and special. everything in this world is temporary.nothing is guaranteed.

i have to beg if i need to

Lord,please heal my heart... it's bleeding.please put it back together.

facebook is overrated and so is twitter so here i am wasting time here which was my very first blog.

b*itch month

april was my b*tch month.i hated it.i was betrayed and my trust was put to the test.i really thought april was one of the best months but it was my waterloo.i've been so down lately and i need to feel well sooner.everything just went by slowly and i felt like im this tiny branch swinging to whichever side the wind blows.i felt horrible.devastated.everyone thought i'm happy but i'm broken into pieces.it has affected my job and my reaction to certain life-challenging events has turned blaaaah.ok,i get it.i've gone with the flow but it doesn't sound right.they said "only dead fishes go with the flow".i really hope and pray that this month would be a-MAY-zing.

I used to believe in weddings and marriage...

Every cinderella's story doesn't always end with "happily ever after".

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what's new here?

omg!it's been forever since i last updated this.ohmy!i've been busy with school.
i didn't have a restday and was always beeezeee as a bee.hmmm....

glad to be back here.im gonna share some pix from my recent trip.

ciao!

the villainess

i just noticed that there are people who loves to play the villain in people's lives.it's like they're happy when they make someone else's life miserable.they always have contradictions.they act as if they know everything.all they do is brag,brag and brag about their lives.it's always "ME,I,MINE".don't they realize that we exist and that we've heard too much about their lives?we've listened to their stories a couple of times that everytime you hear them talk u just want to cover your ears and disappear.they act as if they are perfect creatures,they never tire of picking on someone's mistakes and imperfections.even the littlest things would be zoomed out just to create an issue.

don't they ever get tired of playing the kontrabida?don't they realize that it feels good to be cinderella rather than sulking into self-pity and angst?

i know that when she was a child,she never dreamt of becoming the witch or cruella devil.we all grew up thinking about our happily ever-afters.i hope it's not too late for her to realize that she too can be a princess if she treats other people well.

my 25 random things

(because cath tagged me)

1.i haven't tried/tasted C2(yeah,the tea)
2.i love CebPac's zero fare
3.i've never been drunk
4.i don't like miss-know-it-alls
5.i don't approve apps,comments with graphics because it's an eye sore(i sometimes break this rule if it's my bday)
6.i once attended the search-in but i know it's not my calling
7.i was once caught smoking(newspaper cigs but without MJ) in our kitchen when i was 4 or 5
8.i was 24 when i had my first bf
9.i hate being late
10.i can sing but i can't carry a tune
11..i hate it when people text me using "u and me" instead of "ako,nako,imo,nimo and ikaw"(ex: "musta na u?" or "kita ko sa u and wala me duol kay naulaw me sa u" and the like).so dont' expect a reply from me.
12..i said i'm only gonna stay here in PS for 6 months but i'm still here after 4years and still counting
13..i can't stand the taste of beer or any alcoholic beverage which explains #3
14..i love to travel
15.i love the beach but i dunno how to swim
16.i love the sun but too much sun exposure is a no-no for me because i easily get sick due to extreme heat
17.i'm simple yet kikay
18.i'm nice yet bitchy if needed
19.i'm opinionated yet quiet
20.i'm friendly but choosy with my friends
21.i'm talkative but i can keep a secret
22.i don't want to be a supporting actress because i deserve to have my own stage(*wink*wink*) and a tiara.haha
23.i can watch a movie alone.i dunno why other people can't.it's even an advantage if there's too many crying scenes because no one cares.haha...
24.i don't wanna grow old alone
25.gossip girl

i "heart" reggie

my fave guy is celebrating his bday

i love you!

aaargh!

i'm starting to dislike friendster because it's full of viruses,eye sore graphics,error in uploading pix and chain posts...puh-leeeeaaaaaseeee don't include me in your distro.

i know i'm just stressed and tired.it's the time of the year when i just wanted to escape from reality and hide or relocate to some place.thank God because someone is keeping me sane in this craZy world.

stranded and sick

i just came back earlier today.my flight from cdo to cebu got cancelled last saturday and our reaccommodation was the flight earlier which is 3days after the original sched.PAL didn't offer a special flight given that it's peak season.the ferry boats are fullybooked so i didn't have any other choice but to take the flight they gave us.i understood that it was cancelled due to the weather but the reaccommodation was like 3days after.i was stuck in cdo for 4days.the city was sooo gloomy and i hate the weather..i had an awful experience because of the weather but thank God i'm safe and well.

i know you all know about the flashflood in cdo.it was a bad start for this year.let us all pray for those affected by the flashflood.

expedia-ish

i'm still in cdo.my flight got cancelled due to the weather and i'm stuck here.this is sooo expedia.i'm supposed to work today at 12nn.haaaay....the next flight PAL can give us is on 6january.all of the other flights are fully booked and the boats too.this is driving me crazy.huhuhu...i'm looking for other alternatives like going to dumaguete or bohol but the problem is the availabilities because it's peak season.

pray for me.

First p0st 4 this year

before the year ended,i was really excited for 2009.i've been looking forward for the new year to start.i feel that 2009 is my year.i dunno but i really,really feel that something will happen.i dunno yet what that something is but i'm hoping and praying that it's something positive.pls Lordie.

let's all have a fruitful and blessed new year!

tnx to mobile blogging!

M still in talisayan and blogging thr0ugh my ph0ne.i still hav a lot things 2 do and i've f0rg0tten that i have a blog 2 maintain.hehe.i went h0me last 22dec and i had 2 c0me back 0n 26dec because i w0rked 0n 27dec-28dec.i left again 2 cdo last 29dec and will be leavin 2 cebu 0n 3jan.vacati0n is alm0st over.pwd paextend?if 0nly pwd. the h0lidays is magasto but it's w0rth it. Go0dnyt every0ne!

Happy new year!

Year-ender for 2008

1. What did you do in 2008 that you've never done before?
save.not much though.great things come in small beginnings.hahaha...

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
the saving part only.the losing weight?never mind..

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No one.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No one.

5. What countries did you visit?
none.hopefully this year

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
there's something i really really want but i'll not talk about it here.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
first week of january and my birthday '08.special.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
keeping my relationship

9. What was your biggest failure?
self-discipline.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope. just fever.nothing severe.thank you Lord.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
dresses and shoes.hehe...

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
reggie for coming here to be with me on my bday.

13. Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
it's a secret i'll never tell

14. Where did most of your money go?
travels.food.

15 What did you get really, really, really excited about?
everytime bf comes home

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
i forgot the title but it was by elliott yamin.memorable for me because i cried when it was played.hahaha...

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder? happier!
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter. :-(
iii. richer or poorer? richer i think. HAHAHA.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
saving.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
less gasto.buying things which are not necessary

20. How will you be welcoming the NEw YEar?
With my family.

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
i've always been in love since 2006.haha.

23. How many one-night stands?
None.

24. What was your favourite TV program?
gossip girl.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
hate?i don't think naa as of this moment.

26. What was the best book you read?
paulo coelho books

27. Who did you miss?
bf.family.friends.

28. What did you want and get?
watch.stiletto shoes that fits me.

29. What did you want and not get?
travel abroad

30. Favorite film of this year?
dark knight(same ta cath but for sure not for the same reason)hehe.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i turned 26.reggie came all the way from the other side of the world to be with me.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
more approved leaves

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
cute mini dresses.leggings.flipflops.jeans.cute hoodies.

34. What kept you sane?
bf.family.movies.skype.chocolate.text.email.pictures.travel.beach.white sand.payday.food.fast internet connection.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
blair waldorf/serena VDW/chuck bass

36. Who is your real-person crush?
reginald go.

37. What political issue stirred you the most?
the rice thingie.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
daghan man.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.

1. patience is a virtue
2. don't be too trusting
3. if you don't know what to say: shut up
4. learn to speak up if you're right
5. love.


40.What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:
"buotan bitaw ka,i just didn't tell you para dili ka magsalig..."

41.The most touching experience you've had this year?
ay,balik-balik na dayon.kato sa bday nko.

42.What did you love most about yourself this year?
lovable man jud ko.hehe.

43.What did you hate most about yourself this year?
being impatient

44.Was 2008 a good year for you?
yup.

45.What was your favorite moment of the year?
bday

46.What was your least favorite moment of the year?
my 3am shift.the kawasan falls experience.

47.Where were you when 2008 began?
somewhere watching fireworks

48.Who were you with?
reggie.

49.Where will you be when 2008 ends?
at home

50.Who will you be with when 2008 ends?
my family.

51.Do you have a new years resolution for 2009?
save.lose weight.travel abroad.

52.What was your favorite month of 2008?
MAY and December.

53.Did you lose anybody close to you in 2008?
nope.

54.Did you miss anybody in the past year?
yup.

55.How many concerts did you see in 2008?
none.

56.Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2008?
a lil.

57.Do a lot of drugs in 2008?
Nope.

58.You do anything you are ashamed of this year?
hahahaha...yeah...really shameful inside the bus!

59.How much money did you spend in 2008?
i don't want to count it.

60.What was your proudest moment of 2008?
just being happy and contented with what i have.

61.What was your most embarrassing moment of 2008?
Hahaha.the bus experience.

62.If you could go back in time to any moment of 2008 and change something, what would it be everything happens for a reason.

63.What are your plans for 2009?
it's for me to keep.

64.How are you different now that the year has ended?
excited for 2009 because i can feel that this is gonna be my year.

65.What are your wishes for the new year?
good health for everyone close to me.prosperity.more love.winning the lottery.hehe

crazy zero

i was able to avail of cebu pacific's all-in zero fare.i booked 3 tickets.2 for me and 1 for my brother.i didn't think it was true because it's very impossible for an airline company to give out free tickets.i work in an airline industry and i know the fuel cost has gone higher and the airlines increased their change fees and ticket fares.but it is sooo true.i'm happy because i got free tickets.i didn't hoard and booked a lot of tickets because my goal for this year is to save a lil money.sa panahon ngayon,mahirap magkasakit.i could have booked more tickets but i don't wanna spoil myself.more travel means i need to shell out more money.i'm proud of myself because i somehow controlled myself from spending too much.2 tickets is enough for me.1 ticket for my trip to CDO in oct-nov and the other ticket to MNL for lance's bday.woohoo!

thank you cebu pacific!

how...

could you be happy for someone when you're hurting deep inside?

2 and still counting!