random things

new shift?

it's not really a whole new shift but it's a new restday.i have no choice but to follow the sched give.today starts my very first sat-sun restday.i missed my wed-thur restday.i don't like my sat-sun restday though it's the normal restday.i get to experience the queue everyday from mon-fri compared to my wed-thur RD.during sat-sun working days, we get to breath in between calls and it's really convenient.i know some people really love sat-sun because they get to do a lot of things but i find it inconvenient.it's only good if you have your family here because weekends are usually spent for the family.someone told me it's good for me so i could hear mass.it doesnt matter coz i always do every after shift during sundays. anyhow...God must have plans or this restday might bring good luck.hehe...


da vinci code

a friend sent me a softcopy of the book.i'm glad he did.i've been wanting to read the book because i heard so much about the book and just for curiosity's sake.it's more convenient because i get to read it in between calls and i've read it last week.i just couldn't stop reading it...tooot..there goes the call and i still don't wanna stop because the story is so nice.but it is still business as usual.work is work and i'm being paid to take calls. the story was very intriguing and 'twas like i was part of the "grail search".i was so excited about the sophie-robert loveteam.haha...the sad thing was i couldn't bring it at home. so,it was like watching a teleserye where i'll wait for tomorrow and see what happens next.a friend told me that my faith in God might change after reading it.some people were saying that it tests your faith.it was not true.i'm still the old me and i don't believe it.the book has something to do about Christ and mary magdalene.it was just a story and i don't think it is true.anyhoo..it was a great book and the author is so brilliant for coming up with that book...(just read it for yourself.)


drowning

there are days when i felt like i'm drowning.emotions are so strong and it's hard to control.i felt like the whole world is turning back at me.i have a lot of questions which are left unanswered.sometimes i would just stare at the blank wall and wonder where i'll go next.this is just one of the "i-dunno-days".but i'm still glad that even if i'm about to drown, i could just sway my tail and swim.it's called believing and faith.no matter how hard..there is always a lighter side.


third chance

everybody deserves a second chance but is it worth giving them a third chance?just a thought.i hate to think about though but it keeps on popping up.i'll just leave it hanging.

happy birthday to kevin and aden!!!