i will haunt you

i hate it if someone would tell me "i will kill myself".don't u just hate it when people tell you this?

i would really hate you for the rest of my life.one time when someone told me that,i  almost  got into a vehicular accident.good thing it didn't happen or else i will haunt that person.i may not be the reason why he wanted to die but it somehow attracts bad energy.hmmp...

i've been tagged by my cousin kiting

1. What time did you get up this morning?
-- 830AM.
2. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
-- tokyo drift
3. What is your favorite TV show?
-- i don't watch tv anymore(read:no tv)
4. What did you have for breakfast?
-- sandwich
5. What is your middle name?
-- querol
6. What is your favorite cuisine?
-- filipino, italian, american ,japanese
7. Your favorite Potato chip?
-- pringles(cheese)
8. What is your favorite CD at the moment?
--none.
9. What kind of car do you drive?
-- this question doesn't apply to me.
10. Favorite sandwich?
-- bacon and egg
11. What characteristic do you despise?
-- ??
12. Favorite item of clothing?
--i call it my cotton rag shirts.haha..
13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
-- paris or spain
14. What color is your bathroom?
-- blue
15. Favorite brand of clothing?
-- limited too.it fits me well.
16. Where would you want to retire?
--philippines
17. Where were you born?
-- talisayan,misamis oriental
18. Favorite sport to watch? -
- basketball/soccer
19. Who do you least expect to send this back?
-- aden
20. Person you expect to send it back first?
-- i dunno.i'm not sending this.
21. What laundry detergent do you use?
-- tide
22. Coke or Pepsi?
-- Coke
23. Are you a morning person or night owl?
-- i thought i'm a night owl before but when i was on GY shift,i had second thoughts.
24. Do you have any pets?
-- i hate it.
25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with everyone?
-- yup but i'll share it to the people close to me.
26. What did you want to be when you were little?
-- a nun or lawyer
27. Favorite candy bar?
-- ferrero rocher/choc with almonds/cadbury/crunch
8. What is your best childhood memory?
-- talisayan+calamcam+flores de mayo+cousins+holyweek(sugat)+patintero+sinehan ni edgardo+mangga ni miguel+ purok2
29. What are the different jobs you have had in your life?
-- this is my first job.
30. What color underwear are you wearing?
-- pink
31. Nicknames?
-- check my post on this here.
32.Piercing?
-- two
33. Eye color?
-- dark brown
34. Ever been to Africa?
-- nope
35. Ever been toilet papering?
-- what?
36. Loved someone so much it made you cry?
-- hmmm...
37. Been in a car accident?
-- nope.simbako.
38. Croutons or bacon bits?
-- bacon bits
39. Favorite day of the week?
-- monday(movie time)
40. Favorite restaurant?
-- casa verde
41. Favorite flower?
-- tulips
43. Disney or Warner brothers?
-- disney
44. Favorite fast food restaurant?
--kfc
45. What color is your bedroom carpet?
-- no carpet.
46. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
-- i haven't taken any driving test
47. Besides this one, from whom did you get your last email from?
-- james bender.*wink*
48. What store would you choose to max out your credit card?
-- i saw a nice bikini in BTC and it's 5thou.
49. What do you do most often when you are bored?
-- sleep, eat,surf the net,watch movies
50. Bedtime?
-- 1AM
51. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire?
-- kiting
52. What are you listening to right now?
-- none
53. What is your favorite color?
-- pink
54. Lake, Ocean or river?
-- river
55. How many tattoos do you have? -
- none.
56. Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
-- chicken i think.
57. How many people are you sending this email to?
-- none.i don't wanna send it that's why i'm posting this.

Cure to Boredom

1. Do u think you're ok?
--of course.i slept last night with a smile on my face and woke up today with a bigger smile.
2. Ever donated blood?
-- Nope.
3. Fav color(s)?
-- Pink,Orange,Green,chocolate brown
4. Accessories you usually wear?
-- Earrings
5. Last place you went to?
--the other building in the office to access yahoomail and friendster
6. Last person/s u went out with?
-- lunch with my officemates
7. Last person who called you?
-- regie.it was a two-hour long distance call.beat that.
8. Ever had a baby?
-- nope.
9. Last Movie you watch and with whom?
-- The fast and the furious:tokyo drift;with my friend kim.
10. Any piercings?
--Two
11. Act on stage before?
-- yup.
12. Struck by lightning before?
--nope
13. Ever wished you could turn back time? To when?
--High School.there's something i wanted to know and will only be answered if there's a time machine.haay...
14. What would you do if you woke up one day to find yourself to be with someone from
the opposite sex?
--i dunno.freak out maybe.
15. Last person you met for the first time?
-- none in particular
16. What will you be doing tomorrow?
-- Work. attend rob's birthday celeb at the beach
17. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
-- haha...it was a joke.
18. Do people like you?
--yes.
19. What was the last game you played on the computer?
--solitaire
20. The color of your mobile phone?
-- blue
21. Do you hate someone at the moment?
--i hate the It department because they blocked yahoo here.hehe..
21. Are you in a serious relationship right now?
--no.
22. What is on your mouse pad?
--USA map courtesy of expedia.
23. What's your favorite fruit?
-- MANGO
24. Do you wish to be a pilot someday?
-- i thought about it when i was a kid
25. What is the color of your pants right now?
--blue
26. Do you have a lot of admirers?
-- i dunno.
27. Is your hair long or short?
--long
28. Do you like going to the supermarket with yourparents?
~yes.

29. How long does it take for you to fix your hair?
~ 3minutes.

30. Where did you go last night?
~ HOME

31. What you had for breakfast this morning?
~chicken adobo for brunch

32. What did you have for dinner last night?
~ tapa

33. Do you sleep alone?
~ nope.

34. Who is beside you now?
~ my officemate ana

35. What is the last thing you touched before you went on the computer?
~ my jacket

36. Ever had a dream come true?
~yes.many times.

37. What's the worst thing you've done all week?
~ saying NO when what i really wanted to say is YES.

blast from the past

tongue-tied.speechless.floating maybe.

 

i dunno what else to say.i'm at a loss for words. *wink* 

 

lunch.movie.chitchat.perfect.

i met up with a guy friend today.it was nice seeing someone i could talk to and laugh with.when everyone else thought that there is something going on between us, i beg to disagree.it was just great spending time with someone who treats me so well yet never took advantage.our hearts are singing a different tune.i know his heart beats for someone else and i can hear it.he doesn't have to sing it because i know the rhythm.and mine?it's too early to tell.go figure...

second best

a month ago,a friend told me that if only he doesn't have a gf now,i would be his best choice because i'm this and that.haay,reasons...he is also the same person who once said that he will court me once i grw up.i overheard him discussing it with his friends 11years ago.but it turned out that it was his brother and his friend who courted me years after.and then just the other night,someone told me the same line that if only he doesn't have a gf now,i would be his best choice.*sigh* i don't know how to react.will i feel bad because i'm just the second best?or will i be flattered that even if he has a gf,he sees me as someone worthy to be his girl.and i dont' wanna hear the same line for the third time.i know i don't have to dwell on these things now because i don't want someone with a baggage.i want him to be as empty-handed as me so we could hold each other hand in hand.i always say i don't wanna be a supporting actress to someone else's love affair bacause i deserve to have my own stage. i know i will be someone's BEST.i may not know now who that person is but i'll just let time unfold what the future may bring.*wink*wink*

i am

i've accepted my defeat but i will not wallow in self-pity. ÜÜ

confessions

things you should know about me:

• when i yawn,i love to let the tears stream down my face.
• i don't know how to read the traffic lights.i can't identify which is for go,stop & whatever it is. we don't even have a car and i grew up commuting.
• i was once a mosquito-net addict.i can't sleep without it.i had it with me until i moved to manila and stayed with my sis.i threw the lil mosquito net i always had with me just for me to stop it.
• i always say I'd rather be poor and happy when in fact, I'm really scared of being poor. but i'm also scared of being sad.
• if only we're rich, i'd take up culinary arts
• i'm as soft as a cotton candy but can be hard as a bull
• i'm simple but kikay
• i sometimes cry over small things even if it's just a movie
• i have this "day-one-to-day-ten list" of what to wear whenever i go home
  my fave part of the lechon is the cheek part
• i love flats even if i'm petite
• i'm thin but i love to eat lechon
• i love tong-its
• i was once a couch potato before i moved here in cebu
• i haven't memorized even a single song(excluding i have two hands of course)
• my field is psychology but i love computers
• i don't wanna grow old alone
• i love movies..i'm a sucker for feel-good movies
• i love abs-cbn..hehe...
• i love kris aquino
• i don't like fruit salads
• i love the smell of smoke from a lighted match
• i love bagoong
• i own an obsolete phone
• i love pineapple juice
• i'm a coca-cola addict
• back home i don't like it when someone would eat first.i wanted everyone to eat together because i love chitchats(for short,tsismosa ko.haha).
• i've never eaten an oatmeal
• i love the beach but i'm not a good swimmer
• i can sing but i can't carry a tune
• i don't drink and smoke
• i'm afraid to have myself immersed in the water.i feel like i'm dying.
• i am phasmophobic
• n**b here
• i fear math
• i noticed that i love taking pictures of my feet and hands
  
  

i've gotta name names

almost everyone would ask me how come my nickname is nikki when my real name is tiffany may(for those who didn't know that's my real name).the name tiffany may was supposed to be for my older brother because they thought it's a baby girl.so it's not originally for me.it was already prepared three years before i was born.and then they call me nikki because my dad's relatives call him nik and so i was named after him.i remember one time when a classmate of mine called me at home and was looking for tiffany, the househelp told her tiffany doesn't live here.then the househelp told me "tiffany daw,wrong number".haha...
nikki is the official nickname but i still have a lot of nicknames.read on:

• my bro vinx calls me kin (bah-kin) or ba-ik
• sis jane calls me kai
• my bro jan calls me tipani
• my older bro warren calls me 'te
• my sis aden calls me gur or tag
• mom and manoy calls me ikin
• my aunts call me king (queen unta noh?)
• my close friends call me nikay
• jaeger calls me nikkiboy
• my cuz calls me te-ik
• they call me tikay
• kiting calls me ate G____
• my college friends call me steph(they are confused with tiffany and stephanie)
• others call me fan
• someone calls me ny
• they call me may
• someone calls me bianca babes
• someone calls me nikki-nikki
• two of my prev sups call me see-mee-neeh
• a friend calls me sai-min
• they call me tiffy
• and now dax calls me little boy
• krish calls me simone
• my cuz calls me nikko
• others call me niks or nix
• or they call me tiff

u sure this room is for me?this room was reserved under my name.

wrong spelling..WRONG! this is so out of the picture..this sooo not my name.