Saturday, July 08, 2006

my heart screams "help!"

it's a long story to start with but i'm nervous more than excited.tomorrow is the big day.i'm going to pick up an old friend at the pier.i haven't seen him in 6 years.i dunno what to do,what to say and how  to react.he's here just to visit me and he's also going home with me tomorrow night.you may think it's a lil weird because he arrives here sunday morning and he leaves sunday night which gives him less than 24hours to stay here.he purposely did that.he just wanted to see me.but i'm really very nervous.how i wish i could move it to a different day but this is it.every minute brings me closer to him.help!

20 comments:

Anonymous said...

in love ka lang ging. hehe...

GOMZ said...

so i take it you're meeting an old flame?

how did it go?

Cathapulan said...

hahaha. relllaaaxxxx.. virgin lang ang ga panic. heheeh. di bitaw.. hehe.

btaw oi. just be yerself.. :)

Nikkita said...

@anonymous: i am.

@gomz:it's not old flame.i'll blog bwt it one of dis days.

@topsyturvy: ikaw gyud cath...ur still crazy.

Anonymous said...

wud u say that ur "march 22, 2005" post best describes ur current flame?

Nikkita said...

ei..anonymous...hu r u?

Anonymous said...

nahh..i was just wondering if your current flame was the one you meant in your long-ago post..after all,one does not post anything if one is not affected,am i right? and if i may add, you also wrote that you hadnt had a bf before..how come? when many knew that you had one..it doesnt matter if it was just a high-schoolish commitment but the fact that you had one and you denied it might affect your credibility..if i was your old flame and i happen to read your blog, i will get insulted and might as well get a revenge at you..

Cathapulan said...

omg!! haha. wala koy ma say nix. hehe.

Anonymous said...

and if i may quote your long-time- ago reply in one of the comment (re:"nagladlad")on the status of your "current flame", you said (paraphrased), "when one is away for too long,it makes you wonder if he's married or not..if he's not, he might GAY"..so, how come you're involving yourself to someone whom you believe to be GAY? hmmm..what happen to your standards then??

Nikkita said...

ur asking too much.if i know,someone told u to ask me these questions.ur not even telling me who u r.coward!

Nikkita said...

@cath:cge lang gang,i'll hunt her down.she thinks ignorante kos internet.haha...big mistake.i'll update soon.we'll kick her ass here.bleeehh...lisod ning gwapa ta cath..daghan stalker..hehe...
holler back...

Anonymous said...

korek ka ging. pag gwapa ta, daghan stalker. daghan gusto mobira sa atong buhok. hahaha... suya na lng sila. pikat nila. bleh =P hehe....

Aden said...

ai,nakosch ko gur oi!
makatopash kaau!
did u really say he was GAY?or was that just an opinion?for her to question your standards..
well, someoene's got to differentiate an opinion from a fact. ;)

Anonymous said...

i think it all began with my question kung kumusta na siya, minyo na ba o nagladlad na. pero ate aims, what is nagladlad sa atoa? seryoso ba na? its just a term, an expression or whatever you may call it, ayt?

pasagdan ta na lang siya kay murag nawala lang kadali sa pinas, dili na dayon maka gee. luoy pud.

Nikkita said...

i never said he's gay...why would i?my golly... and she thinks i'm affected with the word gay?haha..kinsa ra ang grabe ni-react?woooh...

Anonymous said...

mao man. affected lang gyud siya coz she's in love with him bya (obvious man). sakit bya pud nga tawagon ug gay ang imong love-of-your-life, ayt?

Nikkita said...

@brat: hibal-an jud affected kay gidelete nami ni reggie sa friendster.kevs...dili ko mangamho..hehe..-

Anonymous said...

hahaha... kevs ba pud kung dili mo friends sa friendster. siya na lng sab? pikat! hehe...

jane said...

maau ra gidelete niya, im so sure she's really digging deep para motago sa kaulaw hahaha..
get a life AM!

Nikkita said...

@brat: mao gayud ging...pero if i know,mine and reggie's friendster and my blog too would be on top in her "websites-to-check" list.

@jane: mauwaw sad xa uy.sez...nawong pa lang daan.kevs...there's no point of comparison.abi guro niya rich na xa kay naa xa dakong airport sa iyang angas.hoy,kahilas baya.haha...nalingaw lang ko niya...as if wala ta kaila niya uy.maayo man ug naka-belong sa royal blood kay mukinto ko niya.dili baya gyud.from the tips of her hair to her toes,i know her.look hus seeking for a greener pasture now?mean girl na kung mean girl...i'm just telling the truth.after all,they said the truth will set us free.

bow...