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hey guys...you might wonder where i've been.i've been to 'cannot-be-reached-area'.i'm having problems with my phone now.i know you wouldn't wonder why.(blame it to my so so obsolete phone.)hehe.i'm sorry if i can't return your calls, i can't even open my sim and i'm still trying to figure out what's wrong.i'll keep you posted should there be any changes re my number or whatsoever.

chai's bday

candy cuties

candymag has now started their search for this year's 50 Certified Candy Cuties.i wanted to join the fun so i voted for my fave cuties online.i hope all of them will be included in the top 50.if not,who else would?

my candy cuties are:

adam brody.the star of the hit series the OC.

chris evans.his eyes moves mountains.

tom felton. i like him as draco malfoy.'shtig!

jared padalecki.ruggedly handsome.

james lafferty.he's a hearthrob. you've seen him in One Tree Hill.

daniel radcliffe.the ever famous harry potter.who could forget him especially with his accent.i simply love it.

john prats.gwapito and i like this dude.

drew arellano.wazzup-wazzup cutie.

ali alejandro.my crushie.hehe.(aden,karemember ka?)he is the son of the late rio diaz.the first time i saw him on tv was during her mom's wake.

brent javier.who wouldn't fall for this guy?

chris tiu.the hardcourt hearthrob.

chad michael murray.oh,boy!don't look at me like that.you're making me crazy.

jericho de guzman.i don't know this guy but i like him.i have this thing for kalbo guys!he looks mabango and he has a killer smile.

drew wolff.commercial cutie.he's adorable.

japoy lizardo.the boy-next-door who manages to kick some butts.

drew fuller.i'd rather be a witch and have him as a white lighter(Charmed-speak of a 'guardian angel'.).he's gorgeous.

cast your votes now. *click here*

nothing...it just made me think

i was walking one day and i stopped beside a car when i noticed my reflection. i saw a girl in her trusted slippers clad in a baby tee and jeans carrying a tote. i don't look like a working girl. i'm more of a student or a bum.if my sis aden saw me like that,she'll surely say "you're not at your best" or "is that you?".or auntie langlang will say,"asa ka tanaw sine?"or my bro intoy would add his fave line, "asa ka te?katulog naka?". my bro cj never cares or manong might say,"naunsa ba-kin?".they knew me so well.they'll not expect seeing me like that going to work.i know i'll receive different comments back at home or even a raised eyebrow ni kuan...(suko pa lang siya..no na.).wala lang...it just made me think.funny coz when i was still in school, i used to think that working girls should wear crisp blouses, tailored pants,blazers and stilletos.i proved it wrong.it is so much different now.maybe i could still have those in my next jobs.we are given the freedom to wear anything we want at the office as long as it is decent enough.i comfortably don baby tees, blouses and jeans matching it with slippers, sandals, loafers or my ballet flats.well..i'm enjoying it and i don't have to spend too much on my wardrobe.i heard someone say this: kadalasan sa  mga maporma, walang pera.true.

mirror, mirror on the wall

The last time i went home, the very first question most people asked me was "who is your bf?".Almost everyone had the same question.Their questions may be rephrased but it meant the same.Lil did they know that i had a non-existent lovelife.It made me think.I've been with these people since i was a kid and they knew me by heart.Just like an actress, they were my audience and they were always there watching me every step of the way.But their fave actress has not found a prince charming yet.Just like in a fairytale world, i have been invited to a ball but maybe the prince has not found the other pair of the shoes i left behind.I've slept for 23 years and has not been awaken by a kiss of a prince.I've met a couple of frogs but none of them has turned out to be a prince.My hair is not long enough to help the prince climb the wall to see where i am.I was lost into the woods and has not found my way to the dwarfsville.or maybe...just maybe... i am the beast and no one has turned me out into a princess yet.

Life has a touch of a fairytale but we have control over it.Life is more than potions and magic spells.We have our own godmothers but they are not fairies.In reality,these things does not exist.Let's just enjoy life the way it is.Love is just around the corner.I worry not because i don't see it as a race.I've witnessed so many people who wants to win the race but they end up losing it.i don't wanna run coz i might stumble.i know someone is meant for me and i believe everything will fall into place at the right time.

mirror, mirror on the wall....
"i'm young and i'm 23.there's so much of life to enjoy and to learn.
i'm single,available and beautiful."


bwahaha...

weird dream

here it goes:
i was with my teamates for our last supper(hehe) ...er...dinner since we'll have different scheds starting next week.while we were chatting, a van stopped infront of us and i was surprised to see my relatives from my dad's side.after the meet and greet thingie, i saw my dad wearing a printed green polo looking at me.i was so happy to see him.i never thought he was dead.he was so alive.i rushed to him and hugged him tightly.it was the most comforting hug ever.he had a sad face. :-( but in his eyes i could see that he's telling me "it's ok".i was hugging him the whole time and tears were streaming down my face.i dunno why.and then i realized that my relatives is telling me something.they were telling me that i was hugging a tree.yes, a tree.i looked at them with a what's-wrong-with-you-people look.never wanting to believe them.(just like the movie nasaan ka man, i could totally relate with claudine the moment she found out that echo was dead.that's how i felt at that time.me believing that i was with someone alive but other people didn't see him.) it slowly sinked in that i'm seeing a ghost and then i was awakened by a cold and strong wind.when i woke up, i was hugging my pillow so tightly.

i know that dream is weird but it was true.i know my dad is telling me something.he knows me so well that i can't afford to see a ghost in real life that's why he communicates to me unconsciously.i swear i'd die if i'll see a real ghost.

dunno what to do

we're placed in a hot water at this time.this is concerning a very close person to me.i know this is not the right place to discuss about this matter so i'll not elaborate further on this .i just needed to write something and to somehow alleviate this feeling. when i got home last sunday morning, my phone was flooded with text messages and a missed call.the first time i found out what happened, i didn't know what to do.whether to let the angel or the devilette in me rule over.then i noticed a tear fell down my cheek and i was speechless.(shucks...drama kaayo.some people would not believe coz they seldom see me cry.they will surely say "artistahin:...)i felt so lost. true.i haven't eaten and i needed to fill up my tummy in order to bring me back to reality.it took me 30minutes to finally get hold of my phone again..... then the text marathon began and i started making a phone call.i'm really worried over something and i know the only people who could relate are those who experienced the same thing.yesterday, i've bombarded him with a phone call but there's no way i could contact him.i'm so sick of hearing this :"the subscriber you are trying to reach is out of coverage area." i had sleepless afternoons and i would wake up in the middle of my sleep.i'm always on guard waiting for my phone to beep and for the latest updates.i've snobbed my phone in a couple of months now but this time my phone is getting all the attention it needs.i'm not a phone person but in just two days i've consumed a P300 load. 'nuff said.... things might not end up the way we wanted things to turn out but i'm hoping that everything will end up well and with a harmonious relationship.

etcetera

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Originally uploaded by lola_02.

cloud 9

i'm so happy.just got my leave form from forcedesk last tuesday and my eyes lit up when i found out that my leave is APPROVED.i even verified with one of the agents to confirm if it was true and i got a big YES.i wanna scream and say "i love u forcedesk"(that's for now.it's a love and hate relationship with forcedesk).i can't explain how i felt at that time.really cloud 9.it's like winning a lottery.i know some people can relate with me.i remember the last time when i applied for a leave and when i found out that it was disapproved,it was worth bucket of tears.that's how hard.i'm gonnna take a break and i have 9 straight days.



5 days and still counting

i'm going home on 13july-21july for our fiesta.i'm so excited and i'm looking forward for that day.i know this is going to be fun,funnier and funniest.my sis and neph lance are coming home.i miss my nephew so much and i only have 5days left and i'm still counting.i'm looking forward to family bonding and outing,reminisce old times,meet and greet new people,to see and be seen,meeting old friends,chika galore,fiesta celeb,food,beach,the people,the place,ukay-ukay(hehe) and a lot more.i'm just so happy.my zero CSAT today didn't affect my mood.love me or hate me.



textmate

eww...i'm sorry but i don't buy this idea nowadays.it was so "in" before but so last-seasonish now. i can't help myself but laugh with this idea if someone will text and asks me to be his/her textmate.hello? where have you been duhling?you'd think he's a lost friend at first and when you start asking who he/she is,he'll reply "hu u first" and asks you to be his/her txtmate.
he's/she's barking at the wrong tree.i decided not to display his/her number here.magsikat pa unya siya sa ako(bwahaha...)whoever you are,stop it and shut up.



CSAT dispute

my supervisor just handed me my zero CSAT today and we're still on the process of disputing it.hope it will be disputed successfully because it will surely affect our team standing.i don't care if it's just me because i've learned to live with it.crazy caller.it was the simplest case ever and i resolved her concern.we're keeping our fingers crossed for this.



updates

i'm more updated with the latest bombings in london and the hurricane in the states than what's happening with our country today.good thing my friend serves as my newscaster here and thanks to yahoo and abs-cbn.com.

clueless

clueless, originally uploaded by nikkiqs.

I AM.really.
i've been trapped in my own world. working in a call center requires us to cater foreign customers so i know the latest happenings in the US and other countries concerning the holidays, the peak travel season and especially if there's a hurricane or anything about the weather.BUT ask me about what's going on in the philippines.i know nothing.i am CLUELESS.
just as i was bloghopping,everyone is talking about this "hello garci" tape.so does that mean goodbye gloria?and i just found out Cardinal Sin passed away.ohw, may he rest in peace. tintin-diet and kris-james love affair (showbiz!nyahaha...)poor me.i need some updates..gotta check the online news channel now and i'll start from scratch.