a box of chocolate

life is full of uncertainties.i dunno but this thought keeps on bugging me.maybe i'm just too fed up thinking about how my life would be few years from now.ask me how i see myself 10years from now and i don't have an answer to that.i have a skeleton of how i wanted my life to be but it's not worth telling everyone.forrest gump once said "life is like a box of chocolate.you'll never know what you're gonna get."it's true.life is not like 1+1 where you'll surely get an answer of 2.it's more than that.it's hard trying to figure out something which has not started,trying to count the chicks before it hatches,it's like computing for the value of Y wherein the other value is missing,guessing what's inside the box,and it's like waiting for someone to put down his cards and assume that he has the missing card for you to win the game,it's hard to assume that you've won,it's hard to put an end to something which has not started and it's even harder to be in denial when you feel that it's not going to end up the way you want things to turn out and it's confusing to put a period when all you wanted to do is put a comma.life is a never-ending series of the why,how,when,who,where.i got it now and i'm taking it slowly.it's too tiresome to think about the future.the long wait is even tiring but i learned to appreciate life.i just woke up one day and realized that i don't need to burden myself thinking about something which is beyond my control.might as well take a deep breath and open my eyes to something real and concrete.reality slapped me so hard and it brought me to where i should be.the future is so vague and so complicated by grabbing it all now.the future will surely come.i've decided to take care of the present and let time unfold what the future may bring.as i look at my life,i see myself enjoying whatever i have now.really!i'm taking everything i have now while i'm young.life may take us to places we've never been and it's given that we might be lost along the way but it will always lead us to the right path.there would always be a missing piece in our lives and we may search every corner in the world just to find it.without that missing piece,life will be boring.we continue to strive and live to find that piece.i'm just picking up the pieces from where i left off.i laugh,love,cry,live and learn.ÜÜÜ